Sharing my morning cup of tea with you.
Good Morning Friends!
This morning, I decided to get up and create. With that being said, I figured why not write yet another blog?
So this morning, I am feeling pretty nervous. As you all know, my other hobby is bowling, and due to my arm injury, the transition back to who I was as a bowler has been a pretty rocky one. Today, I decided to sign up for a tournament with a few members of the UBA team I own. On typical league night, I am not nervous because it's mostly bowling for myself. This event, however, I have an entire team riding on me (that's number 1) and (number 2) It's a larger amount of games. My arm hasn't been able to withstand beyond 4 games at this time, so I am super nervous to hurt myself. Not only has this injury been difficult to come back from, but it's been difficult to expect. So many people that I have been bowling with for years have noticed the decline in my average, and don't even ask about what's going on with me. As weird as it seems, I actually want to do better, but with each bad week, I care less and less.
2020 is a new year, and I am hoping that my bowling picks back up. I have been allocating more time to do (the best I can), and I am hoping the practice will help my arm. Right now, I am experiencing inconsistencies. I am not counting my home center, because it's few and far between where I actually do well there. So, I don't expect much out of that place, but other places I will have one average game, one decent game, and one super bag of shit game. Ending on a bad note in any situation doesn't really do wonders for someone's confidence you know?
I keep telling myself this morning "think of the positives" because that's a practice I try to incorporate when I am feeling this way or any feeling of doubtfulness for that matter. Although I am trying, it's still lingering in my mind. I just truly hope that I don't let anyone down or by some miracle, I actually bowl decent.
Keep me in your prayers? Happy Saturday
This morning, I decided to get up and create. With that being said, I figured why not write yet another blog?
So this morning, I am feeling pretty nervous. As you all know, my other hobby is bowling, and due to my arm injury, the transition back to who I was as a bowler has been a pretty rocky one. Today, I decided to sign up for a tournament with a few members of the UBA team I own. On typical league night, I am not nervous because it's mostly bowling for myself. This event, however, I have an entire team riding on me (that's number 1) and (number 2) It's a larger amount of games. My arm hasn't been able to withstand beyond 4 games at this time, so I am super nervous to hurt myself. Not only has this injury been difficult to come back from, but it's been difficult to expect. So many people that I have been bowling with for years have noticed the decline in my average, and don't even ask about what's going on with me. As weird as it seems, I actually want to do better, but with each bad week, I care less and less.
2020 is a new year, and I am hoping that my bowling picks back up. I have been allocating more time to do (the best I can), and I am hoping the practice will help my arm. Right now, I am experiencing inconsistencies. I am not counting my home center, because it's few and far between where I actually do well there. So, I don't expect much out of that place, but other places I will have one average game, one decent game, and one super bag of shit game. Ending on a bad note in any situation doesn't really do wonders for someone's confidence you know?
I keep telling myself this morning "think of the positives" because that's a practice I try to incorporate when I am feeling this way or any feeling of doubtfulness for that matter. Although I am trying, it's still lingering in my mind. I just truly hope that I don't let anyone down or by some miracle, I actually bowl decent.
Keep me in your prayers? Happy Saturday
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